I can't believe its here. I'm actually going to be a legal adult in less than 48 hours. Thats just scary.
Although, at the minute everything is scary, everyone is scary.
I feel like I'm loosing my grip on life, on everything in my life, and I need to find a way to hold on, before I lose everything I hold dear.
Just like before.
Only, it doesn't feel like just one thing that will be lost this time. Its all happening at once you see. Love, life, education and work. Two perhaps I could handle, but I'm in way over my head. My few close friends are here for me, but most of my other friends are oblivious, mainly my fault I believe, I don't